And then its full..

There has to be a stature of limitation,
on how much I can miss you.
How many times, do i think about you,
And your still on my mind.

The funny part is,
I have not heard you,
but yet I can remember you abusing people,-- HAHAHA
I have not seen you for ages,
but am still in love with the way your dimples show when you smile

I have tried calling you,
but never got to click the button
Written a message to ask you how you been?
And not had the courage to send

Its not possible I am the only one missing you so much
Its not possible I remember you everyday
Its not possible that i have unsaid feelings
Its not possible - that at you is where I want to end.

Intoxicated about you,
We have nothing in common,
I have played every possible convo
and all of them end as a friendly goodbye

The overlaps of interests is Zero,
the overlaps of thought process is negligible
In a different time, maybe there s you and I
But for now All I know, is saying I love you is from the bottom  of my heart.

I must be crazy- but its YOU!

Your on my mind, 

no matter the time or the day, 

there should be no reason, 

why you linger in my thoughts and sway. 

the feeling is, 

you may think of me, 

but i wish you tried a little harder, 

i have to distract myself, 

cause the thought of you, 

makes me believe, 

youwere someone i wanted to be with. 

Even if i wanted, 

i cannot be with you, 

and thats what sucks the most, 

even to tell you I Love you,

whats the point, 

for your on 2 feet and me on wheels. 

Love does conquer all, 

but not society, 

and there is a chance darling, your in his arms tonite. 

I would want to tell you that I love you, 

and not because I want something from you, 

Its to tell you there may be a moment in time - 

you will be in a place when all falls 

- and you my Love - were in my head all the time no doubt. 

Wish you were here

There was something wrong
in the air i felt it,
There was this unsettling vibe
and may be you were here but wanted to be somewhere else.

A good friend indeed
is all thats said
but sometimes its the
Little actions which make the dent

I can see this coming to an end,
Your just not the same
Theres is a part of you
I can feel which is just dormant or dead

 You were never just a fling or a girlfriend
never someone I ever thought of anything
but it was in the way you acted
I knew you were always my honest friend.

and maybe this word has been replaced
in your world,
Your taking precautions
not be hurt
You have pictured this in a million ways
and found no outcome just haze

I am 100% sure theres something
on your mind
each time we meet I can feel it
more..
Really wish you woudl just speak and let us know
May be there will be not much we can do,
To change it but sure we can be with you and help you through it

Its come to a point, I must say
I wish you were here,
where I am searching for the person
who would laugh so loud it made a room smile with her.

..words are all i have

I have written this a million times in ink,
every line re -read twice,
Every thought thats running in my mind,
but it always lands up at you.

I dont know what it is,
but your the first thought each morning.
As my close my eyes, I wish you good night,
in my own cosmic way.

You do not know how much I care,
as actions this time have played the games of fair share.
Being with you, is something out of reach.

It hurts that I know I have no chance here,
And I know this time is not mine.
even if i cannonball into the water,

Your the girl, that made me feel different,
The very reason, I woke up, to greet a morning,
Just to see you.
You did not even know I existed,

A message, I sent,
with every ounce of confidence i had,
and told you "to Say Something", as my heart raced.

I have been told,
that you only want, what you cant have,
But what if, its something more that,
Too complex right now to understand.

Its crazy drawing these conclusions out of thin air.
I tried not be some guy, who had a crush on you..
and thats alright, cause in my heart I know, i am not,

Till seasons change, and oceans run dry,
Till the sun dims, you know me, I guess.
All I wanted to show you, is that "you can find the good in everybody, if you just give them a chance. The benefit of the doubt.
Sometimes, people disappoint you ( must I even explain here).
Sometimes they surprise you. But you never really get to know them…until you listen for what’s in their hearts and that’s what I wanted to do for you."

Small

I am feeling very small and belittled by a former organization. They continuously are harassing me by calling me and on the fact of playing with my emotions drawing information out of me inspire of me continuously telling them to speak with my lawyer.

I am feeling threathed by them as they know where I stay. I am loosing my mental peace and the ability to make descisons.
They are causing mental trauma on me by mind games and politics.

They are calling me at odd hours and abusing me calling me a prostitute and damaging my self confidence. I am under high diress and already seeking medical assistance.
My health and current situation both financial and mental restricts me from a proper treatment and so I mediate but due to their contious torture of words I am not able to concentrate on my daily routine of exercise and other activities that will help me walk.

LOVE.. and everything else

LOVE... A man lives of LOVE and fresh AIR!!! -- they got to be fuccking kidding!!! hahahhaa


Okay my POV on LOVE.. man this is one crazy ride, whacked out jam packed and cruelest thing of all.. People who know me, will be like.. RAV!! your the love GURU na ll.. dont worry i have not stepped down from my position.. HAHAHAHA!! I will continue my practice and sessions!!

Well LOVE what is it really.. is there a definition, is there a boundry is there anything. I really don't believe there is a check list for love. they show in the movies .. flowers/ gifts/ dinning and blah blah... you have cards and all of that trying to explain your feelings and sentiments.. and all the other things which only are ways of showing your love.. But why the fuck cant you just say it!! why does it have to be a good day or a celebration or after a fight!! SUCH A FUCKED UP LOSER!!!!

My outlook of LOVE is its a deep bond with someone, a bond that no one else can understand no matter how many times you say it .. its a feeling the other person gets when they simply look at you .. a reason for approval .. a reason to smile a reason to spend your entire life in their arms .. just knowing you arre safe and everything else is alright..

Its the fact you don't give up on them .. u don't leave them and yes most important having no expectations from them. LOVING UNCONDITIONALLY!! when all of life stands still .. u know u can go on with them by your side..

Okok now all the mushy stufff is over.. Ill come back to my title.. LOVE.. and everything else!! by this i mean that Love as much as it causes Happiness, its pain... as much of joy, sadness .. Once you have it, u only want more.. and more, like a pig who never eats its fill!!

Love is money, poverty; Love is gentle, coarse.

NO one can understand what they mean to you.. until u stop loving them .. remember HATE is the void of LOVE!!

With every emotion u feel it is always related to LOVE!!

My friends what I am saying here is everything starts n stops at love !! and everybody deserves it.. its not necessary LOVE be physical.. but to feel complete with them. feel yourself. feel united with yourself... your body n soul compliments one another.. I mean you could be in love with yourself.. and that's great!!

So LOVE in a simple line is everything you need and everything else follows.




LOVE: I used to think it was always telling the truth, doing good deeds, basically
a fucking boy scout. But lately I've been seeing it differently.

Now I think its finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world.

And when you find it... you fight for it. You risk it all, you put it front of everything, your life, all of it.

And maybe the stuff you do to help isn't so clean. You know what?

It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze.

To LIFE To LOVE To ALL!!!

Rulers of the World!!!

“Sure God created man before woman, but then again you always make a rough draft before creating the final masterpiece.”

Man its been a long time since I last written something.. but during this time I was analyzing and doing a lot of reading .. no yaar not philosophical and all... hahaha was reading you know snips of articles and stories [not SEX stories and how you can improve your bed life..etc etc.. btw I am great at that too...] back to the point, articles on Rulers and Kings and Monarchy and a whole lot from the Bible and History books.. and concluded that..

WOMEN are the Warriors -> A divine source of energy that Men till today have not been able to Use or Harnesses...

Yes yes.. i know most of you guys would be .. so typical of RAV to talk about women .. bastard always thinks he is a ladies man.. bur seriously guys take a look at this ..

During ancient civilization.. Women have always been the stronger one.. they are the ones that make a house a home. They are the reason for the very next step to mankind. Lets be Honest here.. you know those good looks you guys gets and girls go ..wow he is so YUMMY!! yes yes that comes from the maternal side .. NOT the Paternal. But if your technically sound at your work ..thats paternal. Of course there are exceptions.. Those who are good at nothing!!! hahaha. (I am not referring to anybody .. or someone.. and by mistake if i called you useless.. it was only at the spur of the moment to make me feel happy.. lol)

Women have always conquered this world.. they are the reason why a Kings and Princes wold remove their swords (the IRON ones.. in the sheath.. just making it clear. do not want to create any confusions...) and rip the otherones heart. She has the power to ask for the head of another man.. (Catholics..remember JOHN's head) . She is the reason where you fight
for her, cry for her, get drunk for her and moreover the reason you are who you are!!

Romeo and Juliet and all those Love storeis.. or fables or whatever .. I mean look at those guys.. they died just to acquire and be with her.. I mean Shakespeare .. wow.. all his work is on women.. the leadrole has to be her.. I cant quote anyone more because i dont know.

So tell me .. how is she the weaker SEX??? What the fuck man .. i mean I know some of the men or woman who read this saying such a 'Bitch she is.. ' but Good morning.. thats all you can say.. she made a man go insane jump of a cliff, make money so important and all and all.. she decides the stock market. "No Women No shopping"

Even today.. the women is the most powerful person.. She manages to get up in the morning cook for you, do all the dishes, get the kids to school, make sure you have your clothes on a hangar - ironed, have the maid timimg worked out, settle your finances, make sure at alll times you have something for a rainy day, I mean everything.. plus at work she never gets carried away, does not allow small distractions or annoying people to spoil her day.. comes back to home, cleans the house, does the bedding, food, feed you and then listens to you and the kids, if you said something smart you may get Lucky or if you paid attention to what she was saying .. satisfy you and at the end of day retire with a smile on her face.. knowing she did a day worthed!!

People, she is the most important and most delicate of all -> no matter her size her very voice brightens your day, her touch puts you on cloud 9, the very fact of her makes you want to be .. on a different planet alone with her!!!


There are few reckless bitches, who try to fuck your head and try all sorts of crazy stuff, why I do not know.. Cant they be happy with what they have!!! And then ... there are fuckers who treat them like shit.. I mean what nonsense.. okok i am not an activist or something. I am not turning into a woman .. or anything like that ..
My you know what is a Perfect Gentleman!! stands for my woman always and others depends.. hahahhaa

I like to conclude by saying .. be patient gentle loving caring and treat her with atmost understanding. for in all she is beautiful!!

And gurls dont fuck it up!! by mis-underestimating the Love of a man. we are senseless and crazy .. but we did fall in madly in love with you. we too need a nice word of love sometimes.. dont hog all the attention.


The Rulers of the World were are and will always be WOMEN!!!